Overwhelmed

So I havent written in a while. I am just so overwhelmed with all the moving stuff and Jon being gone. Jon and I got in a huge fight the other night well it was me yelling at him for him being a complete and total ass whole, but he is getting help and thats what is important. Im not really going to go into details on the internet about what happend but I was pretty darn close to wanting to leave him. On a brighter note I am moving to WA next week is my last week in NC for a while. I cant wait to move I hate being here alone. I am going to start looking for a job and working out. I wanna look good for when Jon comes home for R&R. Well thats all really... It snowed yesterday and that quickly turned to ice and it is still ice. OK Ill update more later