Coming back from the other side

I haven't told many people this actually just a few family members know and maybe a friend
 When I lived in NC I was servery depressed. More then anyone in my life knows.More then I can put into words.  Moving to Washington has totally changed my life. I was suicidal in NC. Everyday I thought of ways to kill myself the one that came across my mind most was driving my car in to a tree. I wondered would people really miss me? Would it really matter I haven't done anything to be remembered by. I haven't changed anyone's life in anyway. I haven't done anything with my life. I only have a High School Education no job nothing, I have scars on my arm from where I started to cut but then thought... I don't want to die in this house it would suck for the next people who live here. I fought with my husband to move to WA. Life has turned around. I am happy. Of course I have my down days but everyone does. Though the rain does get tiresome I am going to the gym and loosing weight.  I enjoy spending time with my grandma and family. I cant wait for Jon to come home so we can move to  Fort Lewis. We might be buying a house and will be starting a family soonish lol. So there is it.. I was in a dark dark place but made it out the other side alive not without a few scars and bad memories but with a stronger faith in myself family and above all My Lord. Not only has God saved me but my family and a very few friends. I am thankful!!