Tattoos and Memories

So as I have said in my previous blog that I was seriously depressed and I was cutting. I dont believe all cutting is to get attention. I never told anyone about it until after I had gotten over my depresstion its more then just an attention getting act I actually lied to people when the noticed my cuts scabs or scars.  I am well past that part of my life the last time I cut was the day my grandpa died. I was in so much pain emotionally that I didnt know how to focus it in any other way. I am glad that I am passed that part of my life. Its over I havent thought about cutting in 9 months. I know my grandpa would be hurt and I knew it would really upset my grandma if she saw. I am a changed person emotinally. I owe a big part of that change to God for helping me giving me the strength to get threw that extremely low part of my life. I also owe a lot to my family. Without their huge support I wouldnt have made it threw. There are 2 people though who helped me more then everyone else though NOT that the rest didnt. The first person is my grandma she not only  allowed me to move with her to WA she came out to NC and helped me move and drove across country with me. We have had so many talks that have helped me I can tell her anything and I know she wont judge or blow it off. SHE is and always will be my guardian angel she has NO IDEA how much she has effected my life and how many times her phone calls to me in NC litterly saved my life. The other person is my Aunt Kathy. I dont think she knows really, I tell  her so anythings and I feel like I can just open my heart to her and let everything pour out and I know she will never judge me (not that my mom or anyone else I talk to would) She is more then an Aunt to me she is my best friend my mom away from my mom. If I need her I know she is just a phone call away ( like my mom) if I needed her in the middle of the night I have no doubt she would jump in her car and drive to where ever I was. I can talk to her about my depresstion and know she feels the same thing she understands. My Aunt Kathy has majorly helped me in my spritual healing. So Thank you Aunt Kathy and grandma  and the rest of my family for everything... Now I bet you are thinking " Thats all well and good but your title is Tattoos and Memories where does that tattoo fit in?" Well I have been thinking I want something to cover up my scars I wanna cry everytime I see them its reminds be of I time I have gotten past... I want an angel because I know that God had sent and angel to keep me safe during my depresstions...So my next tattoo is going to be an angel to cover up the bad memories thats where the Title "Tattoos and Memories" came in